alright, so this is just a random post to say i’m still alive and here, lol. i have been withdrawing from my zoloft and it has taken a huge toll on me, both physically and mentally. i am now making the transition to wellbutrin. i will be taking my first dose tomorrow. wish me luck?

i know this is a fitness / health / weight loss blog, but my depression and anxiety play a huge role in my day-to-day activities, and i need to get that under control before i can do anything else. for those of you who have been in my shoes, you understand completely. and for those of you who don’t, i can really only try to explain. untreated, depression and/or anxiety can be crippling. and lately i have had a hard time functioning like a normal person. but i am trying and i think i am finally back on track.

thanks for your support. love you guys.
(and if you have any questions, feel free to ask!!)

TMI Tuesday, anon is on. 1. Who was the last person to call you baby/babe?
2. Anyone crushing on you?
3. What is your relationship status?
4. Has anyone ever sang to you?
5. Has anyone ever given you roses?
6. Who do you text the most?
7. First person to text today?
8. What color are your eyes?
9. What is a compliment you receive often?
10. Who was the last person to say they loved you and when?
11. Do you like your parents?
12. Do you secretly like someone?
13. Why did your last relationship end?
14. Who was the last person you said you loved on the phone?
15. Who was the last person you kissed?
16. Do you like funny people or serious people?
17. What are you listening to?
18. Is the last person you kissed older than you?
19. Are you happy right now?
20. If you could have one thing right now what would it be
21. Who makes you happiest right now?
22. Do you want to get married & have children one day?
23. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
24. How many girlfriends/ boyfriends have told you they love you?
25. Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person?
26. Are you crushing on someone?
27. Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?
28. Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
29. Are you happier single or in a relationship?
30. Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?
31. Have you ever had your heart broken?
32. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
33. If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
34. Think any of your ex's feel the same?
35. Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?
36. Have you dated people who were not good to you?
37. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
38. Do you believe in love at first sight?
39. Ever been given an engagement ring?
40. Do you want to get married?
41. Has anyone ever told you they wanted to marry you?
42. Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?
43. Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?
44. Have any of your ex's told you they regret breaking up with you?
45. Would you believe your ex if he said they love you?
46. Would you ever date your best male friend?
47. If your best friend of the opposite sex went out with someone you knew was wrong for them would you speak up?
48. Do you regret any of your relationships?
49. Would you date an ex?
50. Who do you hate one here?

my fifth full day of not being on zoloft. this is absolutely awful. i’m shaking, nauseous, dizzy, and getting brain zaps every few seconds.

don’t be an idiot like me. if you’re getting off of a medication like this (i have been on 200mg for a year), ween yourself off. this is fucking horrible.